Still the same

It's been three years since I had this feeling for you
you were still the same, still not mine
 Just a part of my fantasy haunting me in this reality
I liked you then and now, though still you're not mine

when i said " i like you" three years ago
would you be mine alone and not hers?
you don't know me by the time, even from the slightest
but from your very first glance, i fell the hardest

If i admitted " i adore you" two years ago
would you still smile at me the way you are smiling at her?
you talk with me, you treated me well, we're friends
but you never heard me wish i could keep you.

A year ago, if i confessed that "i fell for you"
would you not mid and stay within my reach?
we're not classmates anymore but i still thought we're friends
i've kept you in my heart and treasured the days back then.

Now, if i say " i love you" could you be mine?
if you see the tears falling from my eyes and
when you hear my unspoken words of love
Will my dreams come true? will you be mine?

But indeed I am a dreamer and you're just a dream
if i said those words then and even now
Nothing will change, the world would still be the same
My questions would remain unanswered
still you would be the same, still you won't be mine

Something Sweeter that Chocolate

i can't find the words to describe
the feeling I want to ascribe
for something precious like faith
for something far sweeter than chocolate

it started with a picture of 'him'
that ended up with a scribble for them
a thought of laughter for a humorous scheme
a piece of exaggeration that is very off theme

love for 'him' is as ssweet as chocolate
but i can't think of him and his laughter
when i still remember my days with the survivors
are sweeter than all his chocolates gathered

you'll find me odd when i go reminisce
when i think less of you and your perfect bliss
you tasted like wine i drink when i can't sleep
but they tasted sweeter than chocolate

they've got the sweetness that truly last
i can't get enough of them and our funny blasts
my friends were far more better than you
and i ahte the way you give me those chocolates

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Re Vue

Love is a Lie

Admiring him is fine, the painful part there is when he finds his true love and you realize it's not You. The tragic part is when his action says he doesn't need you and the IRoNy there is when he rejects your feelings in a VERY NICE WAY and you can do nothing but cry T.T

Loving and love are both complicated, especially when it is one-sided
Confession is a risk, most critical when friendship is on the line
Acceptance is a challenge when truth is more than hurtful
Letting go is hard if you are mostly attached
Sacrifice is painful since you're the one withstanding it.

Love makes you happy but its ironic why tears fall from the eyes.
Keeping friendship is almost a betrayal because you're inLove?
To make believe everything is the same is difficult, when change seems that obvious.
Smiling is like crying because things aren't the same.

When the church fall out of LOVE with her first LOVE

To the Church in Ephesus
2 “To the angel of the church in Ephesus write:
These are the words of him who holds the seven stars in his right hand and walks among the seven golden lampstands: 2 I know your deeds, your hard work and your perseverance. I know that you cannot tolerate wicked men, that you have tested those who claim to be apostles but are not, and have found them false. 3 You have persevered and have endured hardships for my name, and have not grown weary.
4 Yet I hold this against you: You have forsaken your first love. 5 Remember the height from which you have fallen! Repent and do the things you did at first. If you do not repent, I will come to you and remove your lampstand from its place. 6 But you have this in your favor: You hate the practices of the Nicolaitans, which I also hate.
7 He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches. To him who overcomes, I will give the right to eat from the tree of life, which is in the paradise of God..
(Rev. 2:1-7)

What happens when we forsake our first LOVE?

To Him who saved us from the depths of sin
To Him who cleansed us as white as snow
To Him who descended from heaven to show His great Love?

I am indeed sad and hurting because they are starting to forsake God,
God who has been the source of our strength, who has been our refuge..

I hope our love for Him won't fade just like this...
Let's walk steadfastly
Let's do all things with Love..

We say "I love GOd"
but how do we show that its true?

What will happen?